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Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
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Alright, everyone. I've got a new LiveJournal. Shocking, I know. It's gonna be hard letting lostinduality go. BUT I've got an even better one.
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___aprettydrug That's 2 underscores then a pretty drug. Sexy, I know. So add me there. Seriously. And if you have any of those little liquor bottles handy smash it across the screen to christen the new journal. Wish me luck and say a prayer for this old handle. Counselling is available if needed.
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Sunday, February 6th, 2005
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+Comment on this entry to be added. Add me first. +If you're going to add me you're going to have to comment on my posts. Don't just read and leave 'em. +If you're already a friend, no need to comment. +Love me!
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Friday, February 4th, 2005
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| Time: | 10:38 pm. |
| Mood: | cold. | | Music: | Stargazer- Siouxsie and The Banshees. |
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Wow. Eventful day. Marisa loves detail, so:
Before School: I woke up at ten to six AM. Was at school by quarter to seven. Went to my guidance counseller. Couldn't change my class. Found Amanda and walked around. Went my my locker. I swear the kid next to me needs Febreze or something. I mean seriously EEK!
Gym: Ugh. Since it was the first day we just sat around and filled out our 'goal sheets'. We were shown around the change rooms and such. I know K-ci, Cardosa (EWWW), and Narveaz. Ugh. Then I got my uniform and folded clothes with Narvaez. It wasn't too eventful. Haha I knowmost of the guy's class that's in the gym next to us. It's great. I know Justin, Travis, Steph's brother, Darren, and that kid who's name I just can't rememeber.
French: Oh-em-eff-gee. SUCH a boring class. I know Kristy, Candice, Sonya, Louis (HA), Shauna, and Marissa in there. I only talk to Kristy though. The class is so spaced out. It's sooooo godamn quiet, too. At least Madamme Fagioli remembered me. So wo0t.
English: Best. Class. Ever. Our row goes: Ashlee, me, Mike (*drool*), and K-ci. Mike is the most awesomest person EVER. We're gonna start a Death From Above 1979 cover band 'cause we're too cool. He plays drums, and skateboards, and smokes up (we're SO gonna have a shmoke and a pancake), and just... so... fucking... awesome. Imagine me but a guy and louder. Way louder. Haha his barbie girlfriend was getting jealous. Sucka-bitch. He has girly handwriting and likes to ask extremely clarified questions. I call him 'Hamburger Buns'.
Math: Ugh. Boring as fuck. I have to sit next to Armand 'cause Allie didn't save me a seat. All the nerds are like obssessed with me (EW). We had to play people-bingo. I signed my name for 'can touch their tongue to their nose'. Then Ms. Herceg made me prove it. Haha it was so weird. People clapped. And it gave the nerds ideas. Ms Herceg is cool, though. Mark kept talking about how hot she was after school. Haha.
After School: Bus home. Nap. Dinner. Mall with Sara. Ahaha gooooood times. She sprayed me in the eye with Banana and Soy perfume. I went blind for like an hour. It was great. And that photo booth drawing thing somehow forgot to draw me so all you see is my nostrils and jacket, It was awful. And now here I am.
Wow, weird day.
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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
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| Time: | 7:54 pm. |
| Mood: | blank. | | Music: | Pain- Jimmy Eat World. |
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Bold the ones that apply to you, then add another
001. I miss somebody right now. 002. I watch more tv than I used to. 003. I love olives. 004. I love sleeping. 005. I own a home. 006. I wear glasses or contact lenses. 007. I love to play video games. 008. I've done something illegal. 009. I've watched porn movies. 010. I have been in a threesome. 011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. 012. I like my handwriting. 013. I have acne-free skin. 014. I like and respect Al Sharpton. 015. I curse frequently. 016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. 017. I have a hobby. 018. I've been to another country. 019. I carry my swiss army knife everywhere with me. 020. I'm really, really smart. 021. I've never broken anyone else's bones. 022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. 023. I love rain. 024. I'm paranoid at times. 025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. 026. I need money right now. 027. I love sushi. 028. I talk really, really fast sometimes. 029. I have fresh breath in the morning. 030. I have semi-long hair. 031. I have lost money in Las Vegas. 032. I have at least one brother and/or sister. 033. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. 034. I shave my legs. 035. I have a twin. 037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. 038. I like the way that I look. 039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months. 040. I know how to do cornrows. 041. I am usually pessimistic. 042. I have mood swings. 043. I think prostitution should be legalized. I see nothing wrong with it 044. I think Britney Spears is pretty. 045. I have cheated on a significant other. 046. I have a hidden talent. 047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. 048. I've been sexually intimate with less than ten people. 049. I am currently single. 050. I have kissed someone of the same sex. 051. I enjoy talking on the phone. 052. I practically live in PJ pants. 053. I love to shop. 054. I would rather shop than eat. 055. I would classify myself as ghetto. 056. I'm bourgeoisie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders. 057. I'm obsessed with my diary/livejournal! 058. I don't hate anyone. 059. I'm a pretty good dancer. 060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington. 061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. 062. I have a cell phone. 063. I watch MTV on a daily basis. 065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. 067. I've never been in love before. 068. I've rejected someone before. 069. I currently have a crush on someone. 070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. 071. I want to have children in the future. 072. I have changed a diaper before. 073. I've had the cops called on me before. 074. I bite my nails. 075. I have been a member of the Tom Green fan club. 076. I'm not allergic to anything deadly. 077. I have a lot to learn. 078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger. 079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie. 080. I am very shy around the opposite sex. 081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. thanks to wireless 082. I have at least 5 away messages saved. 083. I have been rejected by someone. 084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past. 085. I own the "South Park" movie. 086. I have avoided work to play on OD. 087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum. 088. I enjoy country music. 089. I love my best friend. (dearly not queerly, sweetie) 090. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. 091. I watch soap operas whenever I can. 092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist. 093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. 094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. 095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story". 096. Halloween is awesome! 097. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. 098. I have dated a close friend's ex. 099. I'm happy as of this moment. 100. I have gone scuba diving. 101. Had a crush on somebody you have never met. 102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't. 103. I play a musical instrument. 104. I strongly dislike math. At times. 105. I'm procrastinating on something right now. 106. I own and use a library card. 107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love." 108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks. 109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest movies/books ever. 110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "The O.C." 111. I am resentful that I have to grow up. 112. I am an entirely different person around different people. 113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often. 114. I think ramen is one of the best foods in the whole world. 115. I am suffering of a broken heart. 116. I am a nerd. 117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely. 118. I am left handed and proud of it. 119. I try not to change who I am for someone. 120. My heart resides below my feet. 121. I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with. 122. I enjoy smoothies. 123. I have had major surgery. 124. I have adopted a pet from the SPCA. 125. I am listening to Radiohead right now. 126. Some people call me by a nickname. 127. I once stole a music stand. 128. I like pumpkin pie. 129. I love NASCAR! 130. I own over 200 CDs. 131. I work 7 days a week. 132. I have mono. 132. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind. 133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor. 134. I'm still in my PJs. 135. I'm looking for love in all the wrong places. 136. I have a tendency to fall for the wrong guys, or have them fall for me, so I can't help but reciprocate. 137. I'll try anything three times. 138. Done drugs other than alcohol or cannabis. 139. I'm having trouble sleeping. 140. I am a cuddler. 141. I love John Waters films. 142. I have made a pornographic videotape. 143. Sloth is my favorite deadly sin. 144. One of my boobs is bigger than the other. 145. I know all the words to the "Firefly" theme song. 146. I love Dr. Pepper 147. I'm a programmer. 148. I can't explain why I'm unhappy at times. 149. I own and have read all of the Harry Potter books (sadly) 151. I carry a book with me almost everywhere I go. 152. People think I have an eating disorder. 153. I have flown to a different country to see a band. 154. Been hospitalized for "mental issues". 155. I have survived totaling a car I was driving. 156. I am addicted to a Manga/anime. 157. Somehow I always seem to get myself into trouble 158. I have dated someone for longer than 5 years 159. I love CSI! 160. Eric Szmanda is hot! 161. I love Ani Difranco 162. My hair is shiny.
Marisa is bored.
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Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
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| Time: | 2:02 pm. |
| Mood: | blah. | | Music: | Buried Myself Alive- The Used. |
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My mother is fucking INSANE. Like seriously. And I'm about 80% sure my dad's leukemia came back. He's off work again and he has the little marks on his hand that he did from last time. He's really depressed. I'm really fucking worried about him.
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Monday, January 31st, 2005
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oh my.
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Sunday, January 30th, 2005
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| Time: | 7:57 pm. |
| Music: | Bulimic- The Used. |
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The product of my boredom and listening to The Used WAY too much:

IN ONE TRY ...type your name with your.......... Fingers:marisa Chin: jmarfiuswa One finger with eyes closed: marisa Cheek: , mstr,icdxa Elbow: m, asreixsas Mouse: mwq5riwewq Lips: marisa With palm: mazriosda Back of hand: marisa nose: mar8wq Tongue: marisa
Ugh. That last one wasn't pleasant.
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| Time: | 6:09 pm. |
| Mood: | fucking acrimonious. |
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holy fucking GRRR! I'm seriously going to fucking smother my fucking sister in her fucking sleep. She got Sum41 tickets for friday and she won't get me one. I'm seriously going to fucking KILL her. I'm so fraught with rage right now. It's taking the entirety of my being to not rip her fucking head off.
Conclusion: She will be dead if she says another fucking word to me.
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Friday, January 28th, 2005
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| Time: | 9:05 pm. |
| Mood: | so effing bored. | | Music: | All That I Got- The Used. |
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( click the cut )
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| Time: | 6:42 pm. |
| Mood: | delightful. | | Music: | The Zit Remedy!!!. |
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Once Upon A Time...
 Jamie had a birthday. She blew out her candles, even though it looks like she's throwing up.
 Then we listened to some rap and felt unnaturally gangsta.
 Even Jamie didn't know what was going on.
 Then we got balloon animals. Mine was a sexy giraffe that Ryan later popped.
 Then Ryan basked in the glory of getting the hot octapus. That bastard.
 Then I got hit in the face with an excersice ball. My nose bled.
 And it continued to bleed for ten minutes.
 Melissa felt unusually skanky.
 Then we all piled into the car and nearly froze to death.
 Even the scary tape measure joined in the fun.
 I hope I wasn't the only one who was confused by this.
 Jamie couldn't throw the ball right so she did this.
 I fell madly in love with Amanda.
 And that made everyone very happy in the pants.
And we all lived happily ever after.
THE END.
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| Time: | 3:18 pm. |
| Mood: | bored. |
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A – Accent: Not at all. B - Breast size: 34A/B C - Chore you hate: DISHES D - Dad's name: walter E - Essential make-up: black eyeliner and red eyeshadow. F - Favorite perfume: American Eagle Aura G - Gold or Silver?: Silver. GOld is tacky. H - Hometown: Brossard, Quebec I - Insomnia: I have it like mad. I need sleeping pills. J - Job title: Crackwhore. K - Kids: I hate kids. Hate. Hate. Hate. L - Living arrangements: With my mom and sister. M - Mom's birthplace: New Brunswick. N - Number of apples you've eaten: They'd kill me if I ate them. :( O - Overnight hospital stays: Only when i was born. P - Phobia: spiders, heights. R - Religious affiliation: oye. don't get me started. S - Siblings: Katrina. T - Time you wake up: 7 AM. U - Unnatural hair colors you've worn: Orange, pink, brown, black streaks, bleach blonde. V - Vegetable(s) you refuse to eat: all of them.. I'm allergic. W - Worst habit: biting my nails like whoa. X - X-rays you've had: Back, foot, stomach, hand, teeth. Y - Yummy foods you make: hahahahaha marisa cooking. Z - Zodiac sign: taurus
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Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
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Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
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| Time: | 11:07 pm. |
| Mood: | disappointed. | | Music: | Rock and Roll Fighting- Tijuina Bibles. |
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Ugh. Today was such a waste of makeup. Perfectly done makeup, might I add. Black eyeliner and red eyeshadow on the eyelid and dark grey on the inner rim. *sigh* Can ya tell I'm running out of things to post about? Ten Song You MUST Download. Or you can listen to 7 of them here. OR you can ask me for them. 001. 'Let's Shake' by Teenade Head 002. 'Ricochet' by John Critchley 003. 'So Sister' by Sticky Rice 004. 'Ready For Action' by Neglected 005. 'Rock and Roll Fighting' by Tijuina Bibles 006. 'Plastic Bags' by The Chickens 007. 'Rock & Roll' by Cheerleader 008. 'Don't Get The Music Worried' by Tricky Woo 009. 'Anorexorcist' by Nirvana 010. 'TKO' by Le Tigre
The Toronto music scene (aka everything from the link above) is sooo fucking AMAZING. I need to start going to more shows. Anyone care to join me?
PS: Everyone should buy Fruictus Sleek & Shine. It makes your hair sooo soft and shiny and not frizzy. I think I'm in love. *le sigh* Oh, and Herbal Essences Fruit Fusions conditioner helps too. My hair smells soooo fucking amazing right now. :D PSS: Instant Star is a really great show. PSSS: I'm wearing the BEST shirt ever right now. It's Tony Hawk's BoomBoom HuckJam from some random thrift store in Orangeville. *rawr*
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| Time: | 9:12 pm. |
| Mood: | bored. | | Music: | Top Down (Let's Shake)- Neglected. |
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 | You scored as Ecstacy. Love, sex, parties, and DANCING! Just be wary of your mood coming down! www.dancesafe.org
Ecstacy | | 75% | Marijuana | | 75% | Inhalents | | 69% | Mushrooms | | 56% | Alcohol | | 56% | Cocaine | | 50% | None! | | 44% | </td>
What's your ideal drug? created with QuizFarm.com |
 | You scored as Strawberry Shortcake. Don't stand for that new version crap. If you go shortcake, go shortcake all the way. . .
Strawberry Shortcake | | 75% | Smurf | | 67% | Voltron | | 67% | Shera | | 50% | Transformers | | 50% | Heman | | 33% | Thundercats | | 0% | </td>
Which 1980's Cartoon Character are you? created with QuizFarm.com |
 | You scored as Asian man. Asian man huh? "let's be nice", eh?
Ok...you win the points.
Asian man | | 100% | Pirate | | 73% | The Holy Eggplant | | 53% | Mr. T rubber duckie | | 27% | </td>
RANDOMNeSS! created with QuizFarm.com |
| You scored as Mallrats. You're Mallrats, the second View Askew film. You spend all your time at the mall, when you aren't fighting wiht your siginificant other, desperately trying to get them back by any means necessary, even if it means making an ass of yourself on live television. Hey, maybe you'll get a talk show out of the deal!
Mallrats | | 60% | Jay & Silent Bob Strike Back | | 50% | Jersey Girl | | 40% | Clerks | | 20% | Chasing Amy | | 20% | Dogma | | 10% | </td>
Which Kevin Smith movie are you? created with QuizFarm.com |
I really need a life.
PS: Sowwie about the lack of partay pictures. Jamie's computer isn't working. :( PSS: Ahaha Lauren alledgedly didn't take part in a threesome. It's okay. At least you aren't a dyke :D
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| Time: | 3:55 pm. |
| Mood: | amused. | | Music: | Let's Shake- Teenage Head. |
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PICTURE POST!!!
 We love Body Butter sooooo much. Haha.
 We also love Jamie's teddy bear. Question: Why does my makeup looks so fucked in both these pictures.
 Trying not to laugh in the photo booth.
 Marisa loooooooves the camera.
We're such nerds.
My next post will be jam-packed full of pictures from Jamie's party in which I've never looked trashier. Okay... maybe I've looked trashier...
PS: DOWNLOAD THIS SONG!!!! It's the best.
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| Time: | 12:26 am. |
| Mood: | ecstatic. | | Music: | eerie silence. |
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holy fuck best party EVER! We got balloon animals! I got the sexy giraffe that Ryan popped at the bowling alley. Okay, here it is from beginning to end: Got there, chilled for a bit. Did Jamie and Mel's hair. Watched Napolean Dynamite but didn't really pay attention. Accidentaly hit Nick in the balls with my knee. He cried a little. I felt bad. I think I may have made his dick crooked a little. Ryan threw this huge yoga ball at me and it hit me in the face so I chased after him and I ran into him and Sam laughed for like an hour at me. Then my nose bled for 20 minutes cause of that. Then we went to the bowling alley. That bitchass guy wouldn't give Nick his shoes! I cheered everyone down the lane. I made the higest scene EVER! It was sooo great. Ryan said something about the 'windy incedent' so I chased him and grabbed him by his tacky gold hair and made him scream he's sorry and say that he's my bitch. He was like crying and everyone was staring. It was the best. Then we all, started hitting on that damn sexy guy in the orange shirt. Yummy. The Nick said something to Jamie that made her cry and that kinda brought the vibe down a little. I've never been so enraged in my life. I walked up to Nick and said my now famous line: "You made her cry on her fucking BIRTHDAY. I'd beat the shit out of you if it wouldn't get me kicked out. You fucking asshole..." and went back to comforting her. That random chick in the washroom was HILARIOUS! "I bet it's cause of a boy." Haha. Then Nick tried to leave but ended up apoligizing and staying so everything was all good again. Me and him were gonna dance on the table but we didn't cause the angry guy was ready to kick us out. Then we played Dance Dance Revolution for a long time. Then Jamie's dad came to pick us up and then my mom picked me up from her house. It was the BEST PARTY EVER. I lost my voice. Yee-Ouch. Bye. <3
PS: I feel like I'm leaving something out. Add it in the comments if I did.
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Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
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Duuuude I'm SO at jamie's party right now. I can't type, yo. I've been working all fucking night! First Jamie, then Melly smelly belly. I like to rape doll babies. Ryan has tacky gold hair. Nick is showing his support for his penis. Melissa is wearing a thong. Jamie is fifteen and horny. Sam is being there. Amanda is my Kama Sutra buddy. I like to eat chicken nuggest. Jamie can't say 'Rarrr le tigre'. She's so hot. haha. just kidding fuckness. Amanda loves Armand. the hot one. Not Obreja. Jamie is giving Ryan head. Just kidding. Their just fucking. *rawr* Bye. PS: I need to fuck that mask on TV.
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Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
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| Time: | 9:48 pm. |
| Mood: | satisfied. |
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I MADE A NEW LAYOUT!
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If you don't you are a ass-backward homosexual. And not the sexy kind, either. *rawr*
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Ugh. I've been sick like mad since yesterday. I don't even know what this is. I have an insane headache, awful stomach pains, and I'm so cold I'm shaking. I don't have a fever, though. Yarr...
Goldirocks is the best movie. Ever. And Sasha Ormond is my new favourite actress. M: "What's the difference between a pig and a drummer?" A: "What?" M: "Pigs don't hang out in sleezy bars trying to pick up other drummers." A: "Miles, your jokes suck!" Haha. *sigh* Grrrrrrrrrreat movie.
Jamie's party is on Saturday. Wo0t! I'm gonna party down like it's 1999! In the bowling alley! Haha. I have no idea what I'm gonna get her, though. I'm thinking either a Little Mermaid shirt or a Blink 182 shirt. Either way. Meh.
I need another nap so I can make it to school tomorrow. Ugh. I've missed yesterday and today and I can't miss tomorrow. Stupid sick-y-ness comes at the worst possible time. Son of a bitch...
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